Copy linkFacebookXPinterestEmailShare this article 0Join the conversationFollow usAdd us as a preferred source on GoogleNewsletterSubscribe to our newsletterThomas Hitzlsperger enjoyed a distinguished career, turning out for Germany at the highest level and playing for the likes of Aston Villa, Stuttgart and West Ham.But in January 2014, several months after hanging up his boots, his decision to publicly come out as gay had a profound impact far beyond the football pitch.The former midfielder became one of the most high-profile former footballers to come out, speaking candidly about his sexuality in an interview with German newspaper Die Zeit, at a time when male homosexuality remained a largely taboo subject in professional football.Hitzlsperger on his experience of coming outMore than a decade has passed since then, with Hitzlsperger reflecting on the response he received and his message, and his advice for those still struggling with their identity."My estimation is that 95 per cent of the reactions were positive," he tells FourFourTwo. "The overall sentiment from people was that it was great that someone had spoken up. They said to me it was powerful that someone whod played at the highest level could share his experiences. You may like Hitzlsperger on why WWII stereotypes stood out more than homophobia at Aston Villa "The reality is there are very few openly gay male footballers. Its rooted in toxic masculinity, but life is toxic and thats the sad thing" - Thomas Hitzlsperger explains why so few male players have come out The late Kevin Keegan exclusive, on the upsides and downsides of his spell in Germany "When I was contemplating the idea of going public, there was fear involved," he admits. "Youre thinking What are people going to say? They may not like it and will criticise me. I was dealing with my perception of what the world was like at the time, and my own fear of rejection."But having gone public, I realised that all my worries were unjustified and it felt like the world wasnt such a bad place. At times, the media painted the picture of a hostile world, but then you speak up and think to yourself Why is this not happening, why is the world so much better and why are there so many lovely people?Get FourFourTwo NewsletterThe best features, fun and footballing quizzes, straight to your inbox every week.Contact me with news and offers from other Future brandsReceive email from us on behalf of our trusted partners or sponsorsBy submitting your information you agree to the Terms & Conditions and Privacy Policy and are aged 16 or over."Thats why I say we have to tell more positive stories and not focus on a narrative thats so sad and tragic. We have to talk about everything, but in general my ambition is to be positive and say Life can be pretty amazing if you dont think you fit in, wait until you tell people and youll find many who will support you. You cant see whats in front of you until you tell your story and live your truth."I spoke about a real sense of community during my childhood from a familial sense, and now Im part of another community the gay one. Meeting new people has expanded my horizons. Instead of focusing on people you might lose because of rejection, rather look at all the new and wonderful people who you wouldnt have met before, if youd kept quiet. The best part of coming out is not having to worry any more. I now focus on my job as a shareholder, a CEO and a TV pundit and my personal life, and nothing else."Whatever I do in life I want to be successful, but if you constantly live with fear, then you cant be your best self. I knew that not living my truth couldnt go on and I had to make a statement for my own benefit. If it helped others, even better." What to read next Scottish football club sporting director has had arguably the maddest career in history 'The surgeon told me I wouldn't play again. That was the first time I attempted my own life' Clarke Carlisle on the injury that almost cost him his life 25 years ago Dimitar Berbatov opens up on his career as a cult hero Hitzlsperger adds that his experience can help others who are struggling with their identity."What would I say now to those who may be struggling with their sexuality and think the world is a bad place?" he asks. "Ive been supported by so many people and live my life now without any fears, when it comes to my personality. I was delighted to get that affirmation as well from people I worked with in the game and those that just followed my footballing journey. I was very grateful and appreciative to everyone who said something positive publicly."After the newspaper interview I did with Die Zeit was published in 2014, my former team-mate Lukas Podolski described my coming out as brave and an important sign of our time. My former national team boss Joachim Low said I deserved respect from every side."Football v Homophobia is a year-round initiative tackling anti-LGBTQ+ discrimination, building inclusive communities at all levels of the game around the world. For more info and support, visit footballvhomophobia.comTOPICSAston VillaPremier LeagueJoe MewisSocial Links NavigationFor more than a decade, Joe Mewis has worked in football journalism as a reporter and editor. Mewis has had stints at Mirror Football and LeedsLive among others and worked at FourFourTwo throughout Euro 2024, reporting on the tournament. In addition to his journalist work, Mewis is also the author of four football history books that include times on Leeds United and the England national team. Now working as a digital marketing coordinator at Harrogate Town, too, Mewis counts some of his best career moments as being in the iconic Spygate press conference under Marcelo Bielsa and seeing his beloved Leeds lift the Championship trophy during lockdown.With contributions fromGrant Shub
