Pro wrestler AKIRA accused his ex-partner Masha Slamovich of domestic violence, among other things. It turns out there was more to this than initially thought, as AKIRA tried to end his life numerous times because of Masha.
AKIRA took to Twitter and broke his silence on the matter. AKIRA said he felt sick to his stomach and like he was disappearing. He said a friend stayed quiet for months because he asked them to, and he still didnt want to speak publicly.
AKIRA admitted hed been angry, suicidal, and depressed since the end of January, and that he wouldnt be alive now without the daily calls from that friend, the silly videos from his roommate Wraith, and support from Dale Patrick and Simon Gotch.
AKIRA said he gave a lot and got little back in his relationship with Masha Slamovich. Even as he tried to grow and improve, Masha told him he never did enough and mocked the things he liked.
When he shared confusion about his gender, that was turned against him. He says he was lied to about money and spent more than he should because he thought they were struggling together.
AKIRA says the life he tried to build with someone fell apart, and he attempted suicide three times as a result. Every time he ended up in the hospital, the person he admired was gone, and he felt he didnt matter. He only spoke about past sexual abuse because he was spiraling alone in Japan.
AKIRA stated that he tried his best, but his best was never enough. His achievements and money felt like tools used by someone else. Things said to him in confidence were later used against him. He cannot get back the time, the money, or the last four years of his life. He had been trying to rebuild his life with family, friends, his dog, and his wrestling career. Right now, he worries those dreams might not happen.
AKIRA said hes no longer angry or sad; now he feels apathetic. He has moved on but still carries bitterness he does not let control him. He believes he has grown mentally, physically, and spiritually as a person and as a wrestler, but he has nothing more to say to that person.
AKIRA said he still adores them and feels phantom pains when he sees their photo. They are part of his life and history, and he says those hard experiences and the isolation in a foreign country helped shape who he is.
This comes after leaked texts revealed that Masha Slamovich blamed AKIRA for the domestic violence following their breakup. At the end of the day, the relationship fell apart slowly and painfully and AKIRA is still living with the pain and we hope he can eventually move on from this whole ordeal and heal properly.
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